Hey everyone. I'm feeling down today. I'm at home, sitting on my sofa, listening to Eddie Veder. I'm thinking of my career and how harsh the world of fashion-illustration-art-design can be. I've been trying to make money. But I can't. I have no agent, I keep on receiving negative replies from agents I contact. I keep on going to interviews where they promise me the world but nothing happens. I keep on trying and trying. But it doesn't happen. I'm so tired. I don't know where to head anymore. Shall I leave it all behind and find a job not related to art? Like my mother said, I should become a secretary. A sales assistant. Anything to start getting money every month. I don't want to do that. I still hope I can make it happen in design. I still dream of recognition and pride. I'm lost. I don't know where I'm going. I'm lost.